PMestrus


I do not believe in fantasies

I am a monster
in the tolerance
of your favorite
mental
molestation
tricks
and all of the other
belittling
inventions
you have casually dreamt
of or up
all through the years
that hammer
my head into
the ground - way
past hell - you
are like
a sexually
transmitted disease
with a cure
farther away
than the genuine
embrace
of everlasting
    love

and I know
it's no good
to wish you
dead
ahead of time
as I did
my mother
40 years ago
(as far back as I can
remember
for
the exact
motives -
it hasn't worked
yet.
Female Only #6
ISSN: 1044-7490 (c) September, 1999
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